Going home
Going home I had the craziest feeling
That reached into the part of me
That longed to be
All alone
All alone I could see the light
At the end of the night
And I could breathe again
Feels so wrong
Something feels so wrong tonight
Something intangible like a bolt of electricity
That rewired me
Into a mind
Into a mind that can feel
Every emotion
Now I'm racing with the notion that I can feel again
But don't mistake my nervous energy for happiness
Don't misread the need to please as lucid pleasantries
Atelophobia consumes me, it fills me, it kills me, oh so slowly
And I'm tripping over idiosyncrasies
I'm riding the waves of impermanence
I'm accepting the comfort in never knowing normalcy
Give it time, and the smile will turn into a stare
From dead eyes again, you'll know you see into the center of me
Breathe in, if it's all you can bear to do
Breathe out, the past can only hurt you if you let it haunt you
Throwing mathcore, emo, and ambient into the mix, Estonia's Kaschalot push progressive rock's multitasking approach to its limits. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 10, 2021